Because they do!

Mouth: Take a look at yourself in a mirror who do you see looking back?
Haley: Is it the person you want to be?
Dan: Or is there someone else you were meant to be the person you were meant to be but fell short of?
Mia: Is someone telling you you can’t or won’t? Because you can.
Chase: Believe that love is out there.
Nathan: Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.
Peyton: Sometimes happiness doesn’t come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and the quiet nobility of leading a good life.
Julian: Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.
Brooke: Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.
Peyton: So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be. Believe that.
Lucas: And believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.


That's from One Tree Hill, and I'm just putting it up here, so I can keep reminding myself.
Everytime I complain and rant and cry.
Everytime I'm so swamped with work I can barely breathe, and everytime I have a bad day. I'm going to read this and remind myself that its all true.

Dreams do come true, we all know that, we just lose sight of it.

I'm living mine, and I know it.
But a reminder every now and then wouldn't hurt, will it? = )

Let's have some fun, this life is sick.

Sometimes, despite all the shit you're going through, at work, at home, at school or even at college. One night, could change it all.
One night can make everything better.

In my case, it was one night of friends, crazyletitalloutdancing and the occasional vodka shot.

We have a bad day, we rant.
We go out, we go wild, we have fun, we love, we let go.

We feel all better.

Sometimes, always being the responsible good girl just sucks.
Sometimes its nice to just let all your reservations go and have some no-consequences-no-responsibilities FUN.

It's my LIFE. I live it for NOW.

It Ends Tonight.

I hate when a book series ends.
You get so attached to the people in it, you relate to them, share their pain, laugh with them, it's almost like you give a part of your life into a book, and when it ends, it brings tears to my eyes.
Those of you who love to read would probably share these sentiments.
Somehow when a series ends, it brings tears to my eyes, even when its happy and everything is fine, it haunts me.
"The scar had not pained Harry for nineteen years. All was well."
Even now, thinking about it, haunts me.
And this particular book, hasn't released in India, so I got my aunt to get it for me when she went to Singapore and then got it from Delhi to Chennai, via mail.
And I hate that it's over so quickly.
The last book, as much as I wanted to finish it, I didn't, and its the same feeling I get everytime I get to the last book of a series. UGH.

I hate when books ends, especially ones that are funny and series and romantic and smart all at the same time.
I miss the characters, its like I can associate them to people I know in real life, it makes these books come alive, it wakes you up, and it makes you dream, more than you ever thought you would, because you never know, a fairy might just come outta' nowhere and take me to Idris. = )

But then they end. Which just sucks. Out loud.

Fortunately life.. it goes on. = )

Think GOA.

Imagine working so hard for something, have someone copy it and then they do better than you.
Imgaine going to talk to your teacher and wailing like a child in front of them..
Imagine losing your geometry file and having to redo everything in two hours for submission.
Imagine being called irresponsible, when all you want to do is cry some more.
Imagine getting redo's after you slog it out and finish doing the work before the submission deadline.
Imagine your teacher writing shit about you in your papers, that'll go to your end term jury.
Imagine crying so much you can't see.
Imagine screwing up your mid term exam because you couldn't concentrate and were so upset.

Imagine having your so called friend not care shit about you.
Imagine always helping someone who wouldn't bother helping you.
Imagine feeling like you're being used and taken for granted.

Imagine going home, falling asleep and forgetting to inform your friend you don't have college in the morning and won't be dropping her.

Imagine all of this happening in one day.

Yesterday.

The worst of all my bad days.


The only positive thing I can think off?

GOA. I'm going to goa.
Keep thinking about that Shrutilaya. You'll make it.
Won't I?

Doo da da dum.

My exams start tomorrow. MID TERMS.

I have two common board exam papers and a zillion books to study from.
It's been so long, I don't think I remember how.


Happy Days. :)

How're y'all, btw?

= \

Okay, I'm not quitting. I am NOT.

I'm just a little frustrated, ookay?
I knew NIFT was going to be harrdd work, but not THIS hard. I was mentally prepared for work, but not so much work.
It's been about 2 months since classes started? And I haven't had a single weekend off. I mean, they load us with so much work, that going out for 2 hours makes me feel bad.
And I'm not the kind of person who falls behind, I like to stay on top off things, but I need a break too, y'know?
I work every damn day, and I'm not getting used to it as fast as I hoped. = (
I mean, METALS DUDE.
Why do I need to work with metals, really?
It's bad enough that I'm allergic to them and break out in rashes every time I touch them, but, I need to cut and mould and whatnot to make an object. HOW DOES THAT EVEN HELP ME?
I know, if I quit this, I can go work as skilled labour. UGH.
Yesterday, it took me 4 hours to work on one side of a tree trunk. You have to drill those hole things along the pencil lines and then using a hammer and a sharp instrument thing, break it, then file it and smooth en it. HALF A FREKKIN TREE TRUNK people. And its about 6 inches. And guess what? I'm probably one of the few whose started, others are still waiting for APPROVAL of sketches. I have this feeling something bad is going to happen. = /

Okay, moving on, I took last weekend off, as in, I just did a couple of things. I went with my friend to see him through his tattoo, I went out for lunch, blaah blaah.
But THAT decision is now haunting me. I have so much work, its not funny.
I actually took today off, so I could catch up with my work, OH, AND. Umm. I'M COVERED IN ITCHY PINK RASHES THANKS TO YESTERDAY!
And my right had is swollen thanks to the HAMMER!
Oh, did I mention I get back home at 9? or 8?
I mean, I chose Chennai so I could be with my family and friends, but I don't get to see much of either of them.



Avee and I seem to think the same.
Goodbye, thanks for listening.

= /

UGH, life is a fucking pain.

Make it stop, make college.

I NEED A HOLIDAY.